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Milagro anchored in Caleta Partida
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April 24, 2013
Yesterday Larry left La Pa, Mexico for parts south: we don't know exactly where, we don’t how
far or for how long. For those who have not followed this blog or who may be unaware of the back story, I offer the following update, an abbreviated account of the past two and a half years.
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That smile say it all |
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In May 2011, after spending eight months in Mexico with Larry aboard Milagro (our 43’ Spindrift sail boat), I decided to return to the States and
allow Larry the freedom to carry on with his lifelong dream; this was not decision easily made. Larry and I spent long hours talking about this and agreed that my
fears and chronic seasickness made me a second rate first mate as well an
occasional unhappy camper. I loved my Captain, La Paz, marina life and our many new
friends. But I am a “bluebird” sailor; that is, I really enjoy sailing when conditions
are – let’s admit it – perfect. I love the sea life, the scenery and being out
on an expanse of water with life narrowed down to the barest essentials. But when
the winds whip up and the seas grow ever larger I am gripped by an irrational
but very real fear. Even when we sail in good weather I am wary about what the
next day will bring.
Beyond those feelings was the sense that I was spending the “third
third” of my life riding someone else's dream. With children and grandchildren in
North Carolina and friends up and down the Eastern seaboard, surely I could
find a more meaningful way to spend my latter days. So with that in mind, and
through no small effort on Larry’s or my part, I moved to North Carolina.
I can’t say that the next ten months were unproductive or
unrewarding; it was great to revisit family and friends and even to spend time
in solitude, contemplating my life past, present and future. I had some wonderful experiences, but I missed my
Captain and he missed me. After a painful chapter which occurred midway of
that period, followed by visits back and forth, we resolved that I would move
back to Mexico, take a more active role in our sailing life and see if armed with
a new anti-seasick medication, I could be a good sailor and enjoy that life, after
all.
And in a way those missions were accomplished. We worked hard on the boat for the first four months following my return to La Paz. We also had a lot of fun: day and afternoon excursions on land and sea. dinners and music with friends, lazy, steamy afternoons
lounging by the pool with ice cold drinks. In October we sailed
for a month, by far my longest - and best -time ever at sea. I enjoyed much of the experience but continued to be anxious during rough seas and high
winds. In case anyone wonders, I am actually capable of functioning quite well
under these circumstances; I can do what needs to be done, but I’m also aware that it is no fun for Larry to watch
my strained countenance or worry about
my reactions while he is busy handling the boat in challenging situations.
So once again I am in North Carolina. I haven’t been banished
and I don't see myself as a quitter. Both Larry and I are comfortable with this decision,
although we continue to miss each other and talk daily when internet and/or
phone service are available.
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I'll always have the memories... |
Now that you have the scoop on the background...let me lay out my
purpose in continuing to blog. First of all, I am still part of the adventure.
I know Milagro better than anyone other than Larry and I love to hear news
about what is happening with her: what has been recently installed, fixed or
redone, where she is going and how she performs. As Larry and his crew member,
an experienced sailor from South Africa,
cruised the islands north of La Paz I followed their progress with
SPOT, a GPS device which emits signals showing where the boat is at any given
moment. Now as they head towards mainland Mexico and then on to Panama and beyond, I continue to follow their
progress and look forward to the stories I know will emerge from this adventure.
I intend to record here the where, what and how of Milagro’s adventures and
share pictures as they come to me. In fact I'll be able to do some first person reporting as we are currently planning a reunion in Panama this summer. The other part of this blog will detail my
own feeling about what is happening so far away as well as a bit of my own “adventure.”
So once again, please join Captain Larry & Edie Roberts for "the rest of the story."